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stevediraddo
Oct. 26th, 2008
10:10 pm
Attention: god-loving retards.
Stop praising this god character as this all-knowing, all-loving, all-powerful being.
News flash: If god exists, he doesn't give a flying fuck about you.
If god is such a loving being, then why is the world filled with famine, disease, rape, murder, wifebeaters, child molestors, war, tragic accidents, scams, greed, etc. etc.
Why do horrible things happen to good people?
Why do horrible people get away with doing bad things?
What kind of god would allow that?
You really think god is listening to your prayers?
Wake the fuck up. God wont make your life into something wonderful, you have to grow balls and do it yourself.
Aug. 5th, 2008
03:57 am
The more I drink, the more I think I would make a good father.
I had a dream last night. I was home, and my woman came through the door with a baby in her arms. She had stolen it from some other lady, because she was that desperate to have one of her own.
I know she wants a baby now. I can feel it. We had a pregnancy scare or two already (what couple that fucks twice a day for two years hasnt?) and I know for a fact that when the result came back negative she was a tad disappointed. She's such a nice girl.. I know she'd make a great mom. I also know how many family-related problems there will be. Yikes. Alright.. Tom has become pretty much a father to me.. he teaches me everything and we have a lot of good times together. Sabrinas mom is quite persistant, and sabrina is really really attached to her. She went as far as to tell me that she'd rather let our kids spend time with her own mom than my mom. I dont know what to say to that. Really. My mom is crazy and schizophrenic and all that jazz, but she knows how to raise a child. Hell, she raised me. Practically by herself. Crazy or not, she helped me grow up proper. Sabrinas mom... well.. to be frank.. two words. Intrusive and persistent. She'll show up at three in the morning, uninvited, to do her own laundry. Then she'll get bored and do our laundry too. Despite the fact that we always have to tell her not to. Then she'll go as far as to throw it in our faces and complain about how she always has to do everyone elses laundry.
Yikes. How do you handle such a situation? I'm all for having kids.. but if there's gonna be an argument every five minutes.. forget it.
I have the odd ability to sense the future. I can't flat-out see it in detail, but I have a sense for what can happen and what cant. She wants two or three kids. I see seven. She wants to own the house we currently live in. I can make it happen, but I see a much larger house for a lot less money (this house costs $160k.. I can build a half-mansion myself for half that... I know.. Tom taught me)
Tom is awesome. Talk about your easy-going crazy german farmer. This guy not only has the same problems I do (such as the inability to say no, and the eagerness to get involved and help out no matter what the cost), but we understand eachother. Hell, he even makes sex jokes. I've said it before.. how the hell do you deal with that? You expect your girlfriends father to be strict and judgemental, but instead he's eager to provide and help out, and isn't shy to speak his mind in good fun.
Her family is awesome. I can't put it any simpler than that. They've taken to me so keenly, and I feel nothing but comfortable around them all.
Between the awesomeness of the family and my financial security (especially considering my net worth), It's gonna be a bright and successful future for us.
I already established the name of our first born son.
One day, Stephen Alexander Douglas Di Raddo Junior will be born into this world.
Hey, I know my dad fucked up, but he's still my father. Words cant change my blood, you know. I just hope he can realize it before it's too late. I'm carrying on his name and his bloodline here.
03:35 am
September... I'm going on a weeks vacation with my girlfriend.
To Frankfurt, Germany.
=D
...i hope
[edit] nope =D
Aug. 4th, 2008
11:24 pm
I was just on the phone with tom green. He said his name was leonard, then spoke french at me because I said I dont speak french.
I feel special.
Aug. 3rd, 2008
08:42 pm
Since when did the climate crisis and fuel shortage/high fuel prices become a marketing gimmick?
"Buy the all new and very efficient ford F-150 supercab"
first of all, the F150 isnt efficient. no pickup is. 17 MPG is not good. in fact, it sucks. the toyota echo got 53 MPG before it was discontinued.
People suck.
And this free gas shit? HAR. You fucking humans are so gullible. Car dealers have been giving cash back for years. They boost the price of the vehicle a good $5,000, then brag about how if you buy one they will pay you two or three thousand dollars on the spot. Here's some math: lets say your new awesome-efficient vehicle costs $50 per week in gas. After your year of free gas is through (and if you'd mailed every receipt) you'll have used only $2600. Too bad that when they offer you a year of free gas, they tag a limit. Usually along the lines of "up to $2000".
Har fucking har. Car companies will do anything to get your money. They don't care about fuel economy, they just want you to buy the cars that nobody wants anymore.
Jul. 19th, 2008
03:17 am
Another one of those nights where I'm sitting at home doing nothing and my woman is at work.. working. I worked the last two days, and now I have the night to do nothing. Little bit of rum, little bit of TV, little bit of ouch my body fucking hurts. Who'd have thought that arching your back backwards to apply plaster to a ceiling for two days would hurt..
I came back home today, and came right to the door and held me so tight I could barely breathe. Just because she missed me. I was only gone two days. And you know, that's just the grooviest feeling in the world. Not love itself, but the knowledge that you are loved. That there is someone who actually cares what you do, how you feel, etc. Love is pretty good too.
Sometimes I watch that 70's show and I think about eric and donna and their relationship troubles. I think to myself about how if I had a girl like that I'd do the right thing and blah blah blah. Then I think to myself... hey.. I do have a girl like that.. hahaha owned. I'm still getting used to the relationship thing. Yeah, it's been almost 2 years.. but I spent my whole life virtually by myself.
My father-in-law is awesome. I'm still getting used to him calling me his son-in-law. He introduces me to everyone like that. I suppose I kind of am.. but sheesh. He's not like the dads you see on TV that are way overprotective and really dislike the boyfriend... he's the opposite. I'm just not used to it. Its not hard to get used to its.. just slow. Heh. I know if I had a daughter I'd be all over the guy. Chat logs, security cameras, the works. Actually, fuck that. We're only having boys. I dont need that kind of stress. This is a nice place, but the peer pressure here is retarded.
Seriously... the peer pressure here is why people are stupid. I'm not even kidding. You go for a drive, and I swear to god, you see children smoking. You see CHILDREN. SMOKING. I dont mean 16-17ish. I mean kids. Eleven. Twelve. They smoke, they dress like sluts, they are probably fucking everyone they meet (considering the number of pregnant fourteen-year-olds in this town) and no joke, they are already addicted to various drugs. Don't call me a liar, I personally knew a girl who was trading blowjobs for weed at the age of thirteen. She learned it from a friend of the same age who was doing the same thing for coke. And her best friend is a fourteen-year-old who dresses like a slut, seduces and fucks random guys, then accuses them of rape, just for the fun of it. If all that doesn't make you sick to the stomach, you are either not human, or should be castrated.
It's a terrible world we live in, and at times I really wish not to be a part of it. But if I can produce offspring and teach them the true values of life, and mold them into decent hard-working people, than maybe the next generation won't be so stupid.
Jul. 15th, 2008
01:31 pm
A comment by a user: MTV4EVER on youtube:
Comment on video: Queen - Somebody to Love
"i gess u wan it to be a man don u u fag no talent loozer! britney more talented than D,rag queen
MTV4EVER! "
Man I fucking hate people sometimes.
Jul. 8th, 2008
11:16 am
I had the wierdest beerdream ever. I secretly went behind my wifes back and entered into a crazy japanese gameshow. the idea of the game was to get a girl to orgasm via anal. the woman i was paired up with just *happened* to know us, but I went ahead with it anyway. Then, she said if I don't do a good job, she'll rat me out. What a turn-off. Needless to say, I failed miserably.
Then I woke up, and my woman rolled over and said to me: "go paint the fence"
but it's too hot outside. it's like 40 degrees with the humidex. like walking through soup. you cant breathe.
so now i'm here.
12:17 am
Some things that humanity should learn..
one, black eyeliner is not to be worn by males. its a girl thing. keep it that way.
two, global warming and climate shift actually exist. the mid west is on fire, and the rest is flooded.
three, sex isnt a joke. it is meant for one thing: producing children.
four, most people are stupid. which means the world is stupid.
announcing:
stevediraddo.com
a psycho's surprisingly logical view of the world.
Jul. 6th, 2008
Jul. 5th, 2008
03:48 am
Why do women cake themselves in makeup?
Because of years of asshole men telling them to.
Real beauty isn't store-bought.
02:54 am
so today i woke up at toms place, did a few hours of work, then nat picked me up cause she needed a cameraman. she was good, the guy running the board wasn't. long story short, footage.
ps. the 'jello bar' in montreal sucks balls. if you're not looking for a martini, dont go there. a beer is $6 and theres nowhere to sit.
Jul. 2nd, 2008
Jun. 25th, 2008
07:04 pm
lol.. i have a fan.
Ken says:
Steve?
Steve Sabrina FIREFOX 3 RELEASED ~ and BT3 final says:
who the hell
Ken says:
Aren't you from Totse? I think I added you but I'm unsure if I remember your username
Steve Sabrina FIREFOX 3 RELEASED ~ and BT3 final says:
oh totsean
Steve Sabrina FIREFOX 3 RELEASED ~ and BT3 final says:
yeah
Ken says:
What's your username again?
Ken says:
*name
Steve Sabrina FIREFOX 3 RELEASED ~ and BT3 final says:
pyroman5000
Ken says:
Oh wow man
Ken says:
You are fucking hilarious
Jun. 24th, 2008
12:23 pm
Every time a well-known person says anything about black people, he has to issue a public apology and the media makes them look like assholes. Well guess what. I'm not a well-known person.
Every time someone says ANYTHING about black people, good or bad, some jackass plays the race card and complains. Examples? How about the guy who mapped the human Genome and made most of the discoveries in science attributed to DNA. Yeah. That guy. The nobel peace prize winner and the writer of several books that are now the basis of modern genetics. He stated that there is evidence in genetics that show that some races are better abled than others. Like asians are better at math, and blacks are dumb and violent. Yeah. He proved what we already know using science. Big fucking deal. Of course every dark-skinned retard in the area had to throw a peanut fit, and now the guy isn't allowed to study DNA. Thats worth it, eh?
Oh and how about this guy? http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/06/24/imus/i
In a discussion about a person who was arrested several times, he asked "what color is he?"
A seemingly harmless question. I'm curious myself. It would answer the question "is racial profiling an issue with the police". But no. Some more black retards had to throw more peanut-fits and now everyone thinks he's racist.
Guess what. I'm disgusted. I find it so despicable that every time a white person talks about a black person they get shafted by the media. MEANWHILE the niggers of the world are allowed to walk down the street with guns hanging out of their asses, high on crack and meth, screaming shit about 'crackers' ruining his life all day and all night long. Does anyone make a media icon of the racist black man? No. Never. That'd be racist.
The world makes me sick.
If I may quote MLK for a moment: "I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character."
This should apply to every fucking person in the world. I'm not racist. But if I see a nigger walking down the street strung out on coke and screaming at people, or a little white ghetto thug pretending to be 50-cent, I get flat-out disgusted. I can't believe how many times I have to say this, but it's motherfucking true. Do the math retards.
NOT ALL BLACKS ARE NIGGERS. SOME BLACKS HAVE JOBS AND EDUCATIONS
NOT ALL NIGGERS ARE BLACK. SOME NIGGERS ARE WHITE OR ASIAN
THERE ARE MORE BLACK PRISONERS IN NORTH AMERICA THAN ANY OTHER RACE COMBINED
MOST NORTH AMERICAN MURDERS ARE COMMITTED BY BLACKS
BLACKS MAKE UP ALMOST 75 PERCENT OF PEOPLE ON WELFARE IN NORTH AMERICA
I'm not racist for speaking the truth. I didn't cause this, I'm just pointing it out. The world is just fucked for refusing to help clean this crap up.
Help africa? Yeah. That makes sense. These people can't stop having babies in areas with no food or water, so we should let them have more babies and pay all the bills for them. MANDATORY CASTRATION. PROBLEM SOLVED. It just might solve AIDS too. They can't stop raping eachother either, so why not. You'll see. The place would flourish within a single generation.
Fuck the world. Nobody cares, everyone just ignores the big problems, until they find a way to profit from them.
I hope this fucking planet get's what's coming to it.
Jun. 16th, 2008
09:04 pm
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Jun. 8th, 2008
12:19 am
Some random thoughts
I'm scared shitless about being a father. Its an inevitability I must face, but I lay awake at night trying to figure out what I have to do to ensure the kids don't grow up to become something horrible. What if they become crack addicts? what if they become porn stars? It sounds stupid, but I dont know how to handle these thoughts. A good friend gave me some good advice. I hold it dear. "Think about the now"
Ummm what else.. I'm 21 now, so my father doesnt pay child support for me anymore. Which is fine. I'm making my own way now. I've moved out, I've joined the army, and I'm engaged. Take that. The guy used to contact me (on myspace of all places) but is obviously just using me to get to my brother. See, he hates me because of my intellect and unswayable personality, while he retains some sort of mind-hold on lawrence. For example, one time he threatened my mothers life, and lawrence threw a fit to try and make it stop. in all the commotion, my father left for his mothers place. lawrence went with him 'voluntarily'. My mind was made up the first time he emailed me after the 'ugliness', I would forever take everything he says with a grain of salt. the first time he contacted me, he basically accused me of taking / getting rid of his personal possessions. did i? no. I was working near full-time at the gas station to help pay for mailing all of our belongings to our new home and for the fucking two days we'd have to spend in the motherfucking car to get there. yeah, I had plenty of time to piss away on a few knives, a cast-iron stove and a small red container with weed and a pipe in it. The only way he will get contact with lawrence again is if he admits that everything he's done to the family was wrong. but nooooo. he has to blame everything on the wife. after all, the woman who works two jobs to feed the family is obviously more to blame than the big-headed security guard who smokes weed twelve times a day and threatens the life of anyone who even slightly pisses him off.. right?
enough of that shit. my past pisses me off. i have a new life now, and i love it. sworn protector of peace in canada. i always envisioned myself going mental, moving to the states and hunting down and killing every horrible person i hear about. child molesters, rapists, murderers, etc. but i guess marching around in uniform is just as good.
enough of this. im horny, and tired. tomorrow i'm going out of town for work, again, and wont be back for two weeks.
May. 28th, 2008
12:34 pm
So I got a new Saa7134. I'm transferring all my old videos to the PC and at the same time uploading a few digital vids to youtube. Expect a few crappy vids to be popping up the next day or so
http://www.youtube.com/stevediraddo
May. 26th, 2008
06:29 pm
Fuck.
Last night I had a weird dream. I had the following understood: I was a student again, attending class. My current fiance is still my fiance, but she's at home. I'm in class, and (unnamed girl I used to have extremely strong feelings for) is sitting next to me, flirting with the idea that I cheat with her. Not on a test, but sexually. "Come on, two years ago you'd have been all over me in a second." Obviously this idea intrigues me, but I have absolutely no intention of doing this. I have and always will remain 100% faithful. I continue to reject her, but for some odd reason she leans in close. I give her the biggest kiss. Right on the lips. Tongue, touching, rubbing, grabbing..
Then I wake up.
And I have a huge rod.
And I feel very dirty.
But aroused.
:(
All I want to do is forget, but why is it so hard?
May. 19th, 2008
11:39 am - Things I hate about the Maury show
1 - whores. obviously nobody respects a whore, and thats the whole point of the show. but these fucks were stupid enough to bone seven guys in one night and cant figure out who. so tough shit.
2 - running off stage. this has become really a taboo. every time some whore hears something they dont like, they run off stage crying. what did you expect? hell theres a girl who has been on the show several times with almost 20 guys. every time, she runs off stage into a corner, falls to the floor and cries. god damnit maury, close the fucking door.
3 - large booty black women cant stop saying the same three words over and over and over. "i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you! i told you!" ... lame.
4 - out of control teens who spout the same shit that every other out of control teen spouts. "whatevah! whatevah! you don't know me! whatevah! whatevah!" the mothers of these 15-year-old whores should beat some fucking respect into these little bitches.
5 - guys who lie through their teeth about not cheating, then say the test is lying when it proves they are lying. it makes you look stupid aside from looking like an asshole.\
6 - stupid whores that give their cheating 'men' second chances. Seriously. any man that cheats should be castrated. any woman who cheats should be whipped or something.
honestly I dont know whats wrong with people. some actually get into relationships for the thrill of being able to cheat. one guest cheated on his wife on his honeymoon. thats just low.
death to the infidels
I guess the only things about the maury show are the people who are afraid of things (chalk, birds, cotton balls, etc) and the drag shows / makeovers / shocking videos / etc. You know.. the shows that don't feature retards, whores, and jackasses.
By comparison, the wilkos show kicks ass. I wish he would ebat the fuck out of some of his guests. Not like they dont deserve it.
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